Recent content by lostpaw

it's already been a moon since she was at her first meeting, waiting with baited breath for her own apprentice ceremony. so much has happened in the past moon, and yet lostpaw still feels a bit like a kit inside. this moon's meeting is less eventful than the last, despite everything. " As you...

it had only been a couple weeks since lostpaw herself had been at windclan's border to peruse in the typical mentor/apprentice sightseeing that she had seen a couple times since, and she's not altogether surprised to see a young apprentice around her age at the border today. it's a rather nicer...

lostpaw is tired to the bone as she gets out of her nest that morning, but she's excited for another chance to hunt. she winces as she passes the empty freshkill pile, the rot having to be cleansed out every night now, but perhaps today is the day that their luck turns... she stretches her limbs...

so much had gone wrong in the past couple of days that lostpaw honestly just wants to lay down in a corner and sleep to forget about her tired limbs and rumbling stomach, but she still had her tasks as an apprentice. and well, to be honest, she enjoyed going back to the nursery every once in a...

lostpaw had been hoping to catch herself a rabbit since she heard windclan's bragging about it. it wasn't an easy feat, not even when it wasn't leafbare and prey was scarce and desperate as it was, so perhaps that should've been her first clue. but the clan was starving, she was starving, so...

lostpaw had rather enjoyed her first interaction with the windclanners she had met when amberhaze took her around the borders, so when the wind turns with the scent of moor she simply flicks her ears and looks over with cautious optimism. not that their clans were friendly, necessarily, but she...

lostpaw is starving, but they all are at this point. she's felt hunger before, certainly, but the dependability of the clan has lulled her into a sense of security. her paws are weary as she pads towards the freshkill pile, hoping there's enough to at least split with another apprentice, surely...

lostpaw had been beyond excited for her first gathering as an apprentice, though admittedly quite anxiousas well considering the recent tensions with thunderclan. still, she had enjoyed learning about the other clans when amberhaze had taken her around the border, and most of the other cats she...

lostpaw had been quietly hoping that her mentor would...somehow forget about half her training, and she wouldn't have to learn how to fight. not that she didn't want to learn how to defend her clan, of course, but also...the idea of violence still send a shiver down her spine. with the weather...

barely a moon into her apprenticeship and lostpaw felt as if she had had more than her fair share of hunting woes already, and when prey was as scarce as it was in leafbare, each failure brought a particularly brutal sting with it. she knew it was one of the unfortunate hardships of the season...

lostpaw was trying not to make a habit of still hanging around the nursery -- starclan knew she already caught enough flack from the other apprentices about other things -- but sometimes her paws carried her over after an especially tiring training or on an off day to see what the kits were up...

lostpaw knows that it's just a bit on the edge of too late to be wandering around disturbing her clanmates, but she had a question about their plans for tomorrow and amberhaze had the vibes of an insomniac anyways so she reluctantly let her paws carry her over to the warrior's den. just a peak...

apprentices tended to avoid the elders' den like the plague, as if just being seen by them would create some association that would lead to tick duty assignment. but lostpaw had frequented their den as a kit, liking their relatively mellower personalities and entrancing stories more than the...

almost a month into apprenticeship and lostpaw still felt like a kit sometimes -- life had been simpler back in the nursery, though she certainly wouldn't want to go back there now that she had a taste of the freedom of apprenticeship. even if it came with a good deal of bruises and...

their next destination brings a fair bit of anxiety to the new apprentice, but she simply nods and trots after amberhaze without hesitation. she'd be a pretty lame warrior if she couldn't even face going to their border, after all. and being young as she is, life has not yet fully beat caution...