- Apr 26, 2024
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Merlinpaw practically clung to Flamewhisker's - no, it was Flamestar's now - side as Thunderclan filtered into the space beneath Fourtrees, like the prickle of a thistle-flower hanging off her mentor's flank, as close as the young molly could get to practically gravitating around the flame-brushed leader. Moonlight filtered upon her dull-hued pelt, as though the beams rested heavily upon her nape and her back, ephemeral satin draped upon peach-fuzz angles. She wondered if it were strange that she hadn't attended a Gathering when she first became an apprentice, if the other Clan cats could somehow smell it on her like muck and grime infesting her plumage. It seemed that Flamestar would depart from her, though, as expected - she was not Merlinpaw's babysitter nor her mother... "Um, um, okay..." The tortoiseshell sepia muttered in response to Flamestar attempting to shear her away, and the molly shuffled off to find some comfort within the blusters of tangled conversation, like spines intertwining and fog-breath culminating in the same space. Flamestar said something about... Skyclan? Um, where is Skyclan? Dusk... Duskpool? Should I call for them? Hummingbird heart beat even quicker now, as though it had been set aflame, and clawed at the walls of her spirit to seep out of her very body. Shame at being alone in the vast sea of unfamiliar faces and names and verses plucked at her hackles, thorns between strands of fur. Breath came out as leaden as morning mist, as though she had to heave twice as hard to get them out of her throat, and she would sooner start retching for release from her own suffocation. Merlinpaw had been walking all the while, though she hadn't noticed when she started, or when she stopped. Did the world usually spin on its heels every full moon, or was it just her? Her wandering footfall led her to a couple of cats that couldn't be much older than her, and she shuffled quickly to be within their vicinity, as though the two strangers could grant her the solace from the grating drivel around her. One of them turned out to be Spiderpaw, a peer of hers that she had never exchanged more than a few passing, bumbling words towards. The other was a complete stranger, though he carried heather-nectar and sawgrass-dew scent alongside him. "M-M' name's, uh, Merlin... paw... M... This 's my f-first one, um, yeah. Like y-you..." You probably look and sound so stupid right now. Don't tell them who your mentor is, or they might burst out laughing at you!
( Talking to @Flamestar , then interacting with @Vulturepaw and @SPIDERPAW )
( Talking to @Flamestar , then interacting with @Vulturepaw and @SPIDERPAW )