DOGBITE
SENTIMENTALLY ASSUMED
- Jul 24, 2023
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✦ They could hardly believe it was time already. The dread that had been a constant companion these past few days now tightened its grip on his chest, suffocating and unyielding. He trudged behind their clanmates, each step feeling heavier than the last. As their destination loomed closer, his desire to be anywhere but present grew stronger.
Sleep had been elusive, and his face bore the marks of his restless nights. Lines etched into his fur were a testament to the weight of his guilty conscious. While his group arrived at the gathering spot, the feline dragged his paws with a weariness that went beyond physical exhaustion.
He maneuvered through the clusters of cats, avoiding thicker crowds with practiced ease. A prickling sensation of awkwardness crawled down his spine as he skirted the edges of the gathering. Staying near enough to his own clanmates to feel a semblance of safety, but far enough to avoid being drawn into conversation. I shouldn't be here. The thought echoed in his mind, a relentless reminder of his perceived failures.
A phantom memory of soft orange tufts pressed next to his beneath a similar moonlight.
Remorse weighed heavily on Dogbite, his tattered ears flattening against his head. Knowing they had made a terrible decision, and the consequences gnawed incessantly. They yearned for the serenity of quiet. It's what he craved, yet the gathering was a cacophony of voices and scents that only heightened his anxiety.
This wasn't his first gathering, but it was a harsh reminder of the complexities of lying and the burden of keeping secrets. The desire to break down and confess was a fierce, burning itch, yet the need to hide and protect himself was equally strong.
Hunched down, white dappled paws turned inward, his cinnamon-flecked tabby fur blending with the pale dirts.
Dogbite's eye fixed on the ground, watching a beetle as it made a desperate dash for the safety of the trees. The tiny creature's attempt to evade the passing giants mirrored his own desire to escape unnoticed. They envied its simplicity, its singular focus on survival, and for a moment, wished he could shrink down and vanish into the underbrush, leaving any worries behind.
Sleep had been elusive, and his face bore the marks of his restless nights. Lines etched into his fur were a testament to the weight of his guilty conscious. While his group arrived at the gathering spot, the feline dragged his paws with a weariness that went beyond physical exhaustion.
He maneuvered through the clusters of cats, avoiding thicker crowds with practiced ease. A prickling sensation of awkwardness crawled down his spine as he skirted the edges of the gathering. Staying near enough to his own clanmates to feel a semblance of safety, but far enough to avoid being drawn into conversation. I shouldn't be here. The thought echoed in his mind, a relentless reminder of his perceived failures.
A phantom memory of soft orange tufts pressed next to his beneath a similar moonlight.
Remorse weighed heavily on Dogbite, his tattered ears flattening against his head. Knowing they had made a terrible decision, and the consequences gnawed incessantly. They yearned for the serenity of quiet. It's what he craved, yet the gathering was a cacophony of voices and scents that only heightened his anxiety.
This wasn't his first gathering, but it was a harsh reminder of the complexities of lying and the burden of keeping secrets. The desire to break down and confess was a fierce, burning itch, yet the need to hide and protect himself was equally strong.
Hunched down, white dappled paws turned inward, his cinnamon-flecked tabby fur blending with the pale dirts.
Dogbite's eye fixed on the ground, watching a beetle as it made a desperate dash for the safety of the trees. The tiny creature's attempt to evade the passing giants mirrored his own desire to escape unnoticed. They envied its simplicity, its singular focus on survival, and for a moment, wished he could shrink down and vanish into the underbrush, leaving any worries behind.
- open to interaction but icly hesitant to engage!
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✧ LH cinnamon tabby high white blue eye
✧ npc x npc ; sibling to crescent and bear
✧ skyclan lead warrior ; ex-loner
✧ 34 moons old ; birthday 07/01
✧ AFAB ; nonbinary ; he/they
✧ pansexual ; polyromantic ; single
✧ "speech", thought, attack, powerplay
✧ peaceful powerplay allowed
✧ penned by tasmagoric