you have always worn your flaws upon your sleeve [ SILTCLOUD ] and I have always buried them deep beneath the ground

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SILTCLOUD
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  • siltkit | siltpaw | siltcloud
    → 'silt' for her pelt color and after her father; 'cloud' for her passive personality and markings
    → nicknames?

    21 moons | ages realtime on the 10th
    → created on 07/18/22
    → born 08/10/22
    → died 02/27/24

    female [afab] | uses feminine pronouns [she/her]

    biromantic | bisexual | monogamous
    → single; not looking [closed to plotting]

    shadowclan exile | rogue
    → born and raised in shadowclan; exiled on 12/01/23
    → previously a kit, apprentice, and warrior of shadowclan
    → loyal only to herself and her loved ones
    → dark forest resident
  • shorthaired cinnamon classic tabby with low white & polydactylism [carries dilute & solid & longhair] | reference
    ↳​ a frail looking thing, silt is slim and slight, nearly all skin and bones. of short stature, she looks much younger than she is, with thin and lithe limbs. her features are curved rather than narrowed, with rounded cheeks and jawline, and like her mother her bones seem to jut out from beneath her pelt no matter how much she eats. her dust hued pelt is limp and dull, lacking any shine or gloss even when clean. a sooty undercoat is layered with thick earth toned stripes and blots, with hardly any space between each marking. a splatter of white tints her face like watercolor upon a canvas, covering most of the left side before trailing down her neck to stop beneath her ear. her crooked tail is white from the halfway point to it's tip, and she has white socks on all four paws. dull sage green eyes finish up her look, lifeless and often unexpressive - only showing the faintest flicker of emotion.
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    → defining features
    → has a kinked tail from playing too rough as a child; back paws each have an additional toe resulting in all four paws having five toes each; old scarring upon shoulders and hind leg; bears a massive scar covering her throat from the day she died

    → speaks in a quiet and rather unobtrusive sounding voice with very little emotion or intonation. since joining the place of no stars has not spoken a single word.
    → siltcloud moves silently and effortlessly, slinking about like a panther, but with an innate sense of confidence and stealth. within the dark forest, she moves with precision and stealth, stalking and killing any souls unfortunate enough to enter her self proclaimed corner of the forest.

    designed by kitty-kat- | toyhouse
    → faceclaim: n/a
    → voiceclaim: n/a
    → aesthetics: dirt and dust, old books and parchment, owls and sparrows, writing on walls, medical experiments, grunge
    → theme weeks: halsey badlands for album week;
  • intelligent | obedient | loyal | polite | skilled
    religious | superstitious | apathetic | morbid | uncaring
    embittered | cruel | vindictive | unprincipled | resentful
    ↳​ quiet and withdrawn, there is little to be side of siltclouds personality at first glance - a reliable warrior, a passive presence, a guileless facade - a shadow, nothing more. the real silt is much different however - gone are her people-pleaser days as those around her die or betray her, she trusts near to none. while still a reliable warrior oft found hunting, patrolling, and leaping into battle at her superiors command, beneath the surface lies a cold and apathetic truth. she views those around her as objects more so than people, a game of chess where everyone (including herself) are the pieces being moved endlessly by one another, and by starclan themselves. though she plays the part of a loyal warrior, she cares for only a chosen few, the rest only serving as cannon fodder and a necessary evil to give her loved ones the life she feels they deserve. Jealousy, disgust, cold anger - none of these are unfamiliar feelings to siltcloud, oft coiled tightly like serpents wriggling in her chest as she passes the day by. violence no longer bothers her, only leaves a hollow emptiness or pleasant sense of vindictive pleasure behind when she commits such violent acts. towards those she calls friends, she feels a sense of possession, of ownership - they are wholly and unequivocally hers, and anyone who gets in her way deserves to be punished - even the stars themselves. anxiety still weighs heavily upon her fragile mind, though these days she no longer fears of others perceptions but of loss and grief - the inability to protect those she loves from harm, be it outside forces or even her own brother. though secretive and deceptive in nature, she tends to be more honest, more calculating and blunt towards the few she's grown to love. she'd do near anything for her loved ones, be it lie or cheat or steal, or even commit acts of murder should the need arise. undyingly and unfailingly loyal, she wavers only when the two sides are pitted against each other, the outcome of such situations unclear. with her exile from shadowclan, she feels she has gotten vengeance on those who wronged her, and instead she's thrown herself fully into motherhood. she'd do anything for her kits - even give them up, if that's what it takes for them to be safe.
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    ↳​ after waking up in the place of no stars, siltcloud has withdrawn from society, taking her self-imposed exile as her penance, and dealing with the tumultuous grief that rages within her at the loss of her kits and her life.
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    → likes: being alone, spending time with friends, rain, battle
    → dislikes: small spaces, decision making, bullies, cold weather, snow
    → fears: the thunderpath & thunderpath tunnel
  • extroverted — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — introverted
    reckless — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — cautious
    competitive — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — cooperative
    emotional — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — composed
    lazy — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — diligent
    energetic — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — calm
    playful — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — serious
    ↳​ chews and bites at her claws when stressed. smirks rather than smiles when amused, and eyes seem to brighten from their normal dull color.
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    favorite food: frog
    favorite activity: hunting
    favorite time of day: night
    favorite weather: cloudy but warm, or warm but rainy
    favorite season: greenleaf

    → goals: n/a
    → achievements: named the burnt sycamore

  • health: level | 00/100 [is literally dead]
    ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ ​
    hunting: level | 70/100
    ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ ​
    fighting: level | 80/100
    ★★★★★★★★☆☆ ​
    attack: level | 90/100
    ★★★★★★★★★☆ ​
    defense: level | 70/100
    ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ ​
    [spec.] stealth: level | 90/100
    ★★★★★★★★★☆ ​
    [spec.] running: level | 50/100
    ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ ​
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' smile tight, doesn't reach your eyes ' ​
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RELATIONSHIP TRACKER
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  • SANDRA x FLINT | gen 02
    → littermate to granitepelt; sparkkit; twilightkit;
    → half-sibling to sootspot; shrikethorn;

    in love with LILACFUR | 1/2 of dirtship
    ↳ previously mates with loampelt; previously crushing on poppypaw, mottlefox​
    → parent to marblekit; sycamorekit [with lilacfur];

    other relations:
    → aunt to ghostpaw; nettlepaw; flintpaw;

    family tree
  • trusts: lilacfur, loampelt, caterpillarpaw
    respects:

    close friends: loampelt, lilacfur
    friends: granitepelt, beetlepaw, mottlefox, poppypaw
    acquaintances: ghostpaw, twighlightkit, flickerfire, bonejaw, ghostpaw
    rivals: ravenpaw
    enemies: shadowclan

    fears: granitepelt
    hates: the clans, sootstar, granitepelt

    mentor(s): flickerfire
    apprentice(s): caterpillarpaw [reassigned when silt was exiled; viewed in a familial light]


  • outgoing — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — withdrawn
    confident — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — insecure
    conversational — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — shy
    narrow-minded — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — open-minded
    unbothered — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — sensitive
    heartless — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — empathetic
    vengeful — ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ — forgiving

    PLATONIC INTERACTION
    ↳​ hard to form platonic relationships with, struggles to maintain them

    ROMANTIC INTERACTION
    ↳​ forms romantic relationships only after platonic, falls fast and extremely hard

    love language: acts of service
    quirks: siltcloud has trouble maintaining relationships of any kind due to a tendency to view others as possessions rather then people
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' in my back you leave your knife ' ​
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TIMELINE
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✧⋄⋆ notable events ⋆⋄✧ ✧⋄⋆ full history ⋆⋄✧ ✧⋄⋆ thread tracker ⋆⋄✧
  • ☆ Birth [08/10/22] — thread
    ↳​ siltcloud and siblings are born to sandra in shadowclans nursery
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    ☆ Throwing Rocks [08/25/22] — thread
    ↳​ after sparkkits death, granitekit throws rocks and hits ghostpaw - something siltkit finds herself enjoying
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    ☆ Fire [09/06/22] — thread
    ↳​ fire hits shadowclans territory, leading the camp to evacuate into the tunnels beneath the thunderpath
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    ☆ Naming the Burn Sycamore [09/24/22] — thread
    ↳​ an offhand comment from siltkit results in the burnt sycamore receiving its official landmark name
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    ☆ Making Friends [11/27/22] — thread
    ↳​ a conversation shared during apprentice duties becomes the start of a budding friendship. in the coming moons, it is this conversation that draws Siltpaw out of her shell and leads her to befriend Loampaw, Poppypaw, and Brookpaw.
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    ☆ Pitchstars Death [05/01/23] — thread
    ↳​ Siltpaw stumbles across her brother and pitchstars body, only to hear him confess to her what he'd done. in a split second decision, she decides to take granitepaws side - she won't tell, and instead promises to help lie for him, help cover it up.
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    ☆ Crying Wolf [05/01/23] — thread
    ↳​ taking responsibility onto her own paws, Siltpaw makes a big commotion in camp, sobbing and crying as she puts on an act. she claims her and her brother stumbled upon the leaders body, easily lying and hiding the truth, giving him an alibi and blaming the leaders final death on the rogue who'd taken the rest of his lives.
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    ☆ Poppypaws Death [06/19/23] — thread
    ↳​ the death of her friend leaves her shaken, and Siltcloud finds comfort in Loampaws presence
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    ☆ Becoming Mates [09/24/23] — thread
    ↳​ siltcloud and loampelt become mates after a particularly bad seizure leaves him shaken. future uncertain, the two are reluctant to risk spending another day apart. unfortunately, when siltcloud awakes the next morning it is to loampelts cooling body as the boy passes away overnight.
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    ☆ Exile [12/03/23] — thread
    ↳​ sunstride returns shadowclans missing kits, revealing granitepelt and siltclouds actions. granitepelt confesses to a multitude of other crimes, including poppypaws death - something that shocks siltcloud to her core and leads her to betray her brother.
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    ☆ Pregnancy & Breakdown [12/24/23] — thread
    ↳​ after a fight with comfreypaw on shadowclan territory, a shaken siltcloud realizes she can no longer ignore the truth. on christmas morning its a sobbing, blood stained mess of a girl that returns to twolegplace, where siltcloud admits to sharpeye she is pregnant - with lilacfurs kits.
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    ☆ Kitting[02/01/24] — thread
    ↳​ cold and alone in twolegplace, siltcloud brings four kittens into the world. two of them die not long after birth, while the other two who survive face struggle and hardship away from the saftey of the clans.
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    ☆ Death [02/27/24] — thread
    ↳​ siltcloud makes the hard choice to leave her kits in lilacfurs paws, knowing that she is sick and there is so little foo this leafbare she fears they'll starve if they stay with her. unfortunately, she lingers upon the border a bit too long - caught by a patrol. attempting to bluff her way out, she makes the mistake of trying to use caterpillarpaw as a hostage - thinking the she-cat will no she's lying. instead she is slain by her own former apprentice, and dies.
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    ☆ The Place of No Stars [02/27/24] — thread
    ↳​ when siltcloud opens her eyes, she finds herself not in starclan but the place of no stars. embittered by her past choices and grieved by the loss of her life and kits, she vanishes into the darkness and self enforced solitude.
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  • kit-hood. — 00-03 moons
    a quiet and unassuming child, siltkit was content to spend most of her time trailing after her siblings like a duckling or sleeping away the days in the nursery. she grew up hearing stories of what a great and wonderous warrior her father was, and doing her best to make her mother happy and proud. what at first started out as a normal, happy childhood quickly turned to ash when sparkkit passed away before they were even four moons old. wracked with grief, silt could only watch in absent numbness as her mother stopped caring for herself and them, granitekit lashed at out at others, and twilightkit tried desperately to keep their little family together. she began chewing her claws as an outlet for her anxiety, and only clung tighter to her remaining family. when sandra left to the twolegplace and twilightkit also disappeared, silt begun to retreat into her own mind to cope. during this strange time, she was joined in her hiding spot by lilackit who had also recently lost a family member. through their shared grief and angst, they became fast friends - or the closest thing to a friend she'd ever had.
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    apprenticeship. — 04-11 moons
    the odds were stacked against siltpaw from the very beginning of her training. already insecure, she first delt with a neglectful mentor who prioritized her other charge and often let her fade away into the background, silt got very little training before being dumped onto another warrior. flickerfire was certainly a trail by fire style mentor, simply thrusting siltpaw into her new duties without so much as a tour of the territory or even the most basic of training. left trying to learn by example, it would be two moons before siltpaw would even make her first catch, and her fighting skills are near nonexistant. retreating further into the dark confines of her mind and internalizing every little disparaging comment, her only solace is her brother granitepaw who is seemingly unchanged by their new rank. she trails after him listlessly, and though she wanted to reach out to others found her time selfishly guarded by the tom and quickly gave up.

    halfway through her apprenticeship, now a bit more confident in her skills if nothing else, she finds herself no longer naive about the realities of her life. though she feels she can no longer trust anyone but herself, she begins to branch out, tentatively befriending the other apprentices. brookpaw, loampaw, and poppypaw are the only new non-family connections she forms, but it's a big step up from none at all. she finds herself idolizing poppypaw in particular, jealous of the seemingly easy way the other girl draw attention and the confidence she exudes, clinging to her the tightest of the three. not all is sunshine and rainbows however - prey is scarce, the clan and siltpaw herself going hungry more often than not. bonejaw leaves soon after, leaving siltpaw feeling betrayed.

    as the harsh realities of leaf-bare bare down upon them starvation becomes her natural state. desperation wracks the clan - and patrols are sent to ever increasingly dangerous areas - where even skilled siltpaw returns to camp empty pawed. when smogmaw returns to the clan one day with flickerfires body and words of her betrayals heavy on his tongue, she feels... empty. the grief and the pain are still there, but she is notably numbed to it compared to her childhood hurts. she simply forces herself to move on instead, focusing on spending time reaffirming her friendships and even making a few attempts at some new ones. inevitably however, all of this is for naught when she stumbles across her brother standing over pitchstars body. a split-second decision has her becoming his alibi and spinning a twisted narrative for their clanmates. with such a dark secret looming over her, siltpaw is forced to grow up and change, her trust once again hard-earned and rare.
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    warrior-hood. — 12-21 moons
    now a warrior, her ceremony is overshadowed by the death of a clanmate - one she's fairly certain she knows the culprit of. with a newfound confidence and curiosity, the newly named warrior begins to express a morbid sort of interest in her brothers actions - mimicking them in her own strange and more calculated way, attacking outsiders at any opportunity in order to understand what it is that's driving him. in the meantime, loampaws condition begins to show signs of deterioration, leaving silt feeling stressed and anxious yet unable to help. she lays the blame at starlinghearts paws for not curing her friend and crush - what is the point of a medicine cat if they cannot heal?

    when bears attack and take over the camp, things take a dark turn for silt. unable to stomach sleeping within the temporary camp she spends her nights outside with granitepelt - often slipping away on even more misadventures. when poppypaw is killed by a bear on patrol, siltclouds mental state only slips further. a state of paranoia sets in as she wonders if starclan is truly punishing her - or perhaps, shadowclan itself. she clings ever tighter to loampaw in the wake of their loss, thoughts and wants straying further and further from 'just friends' as she watches those around them find love.

    when loampelt is named a warrior, she expects things to change - surely, she's not the only one who feels this way, right? but things don't go as plan, as he turns her down, claiming them to be a 'bad idea'. she ignores his words, instead determined to prove him wrong, and doesn't end her pursuits. in the meantime, she continues to leave camp, even murdering a kittypet and a thunderclan exile during her explorations. as loampelt grows sick, she begins to worry and fret - surely, he won't die? yellowcough rages through shadowclan, but siltcloud hardly cares - she only has her eyes on loampelt after all. after one particularly bad seizure, loampelt admits he doesn't want to spend the rest of his life alone, wants to sleep by her side and wake with her the next day. siltcloud is exuberant to become his mate and they share a night together in the medicine den. starclan is cruel however, or the next morning she wakes to his cold body laid by her side - loampelt is dead, not even a day into their mateship.

    as days pass, she grows closer to her only remaining friend as they share their grief over losing loampelt. lilacfur had always been there for siltcloud, but the girl had never really noticed it. when lilacfur gets sick with yellowcough, siltcloud becomes painfully aware of her feelings - and the guilt that follows them, for she feels as though by loving lilacfur she's betraying loampelt. a starclan dream to lilacfur clears the air, and while they do not become official mats the two confess affection to one another, and share days and nights together.

    of course, siltcloud still has her secrets - covering for her brothers lies, and even being roped into his schemes. after kidnapping halfkit and thornkit to take to windclan, the two siblings are caught out. she does not defend herself. but what comes to her as a shock is one of the many names that come tumbling from granitepelts lips - he'd been the cause of poppypaws death. the moment the two are chased from shadowclan territory, she turns on him like a rabid dog, full of violence and rage. their fight also draws from her the truth - that once, she'd considered poppypaw more than just a friend, and just how desperately in love with her she'd been. she flees to the loner lands and twolegplace streets, returning to shadowclan time and time again as an act of revenge as she attacks those she once called clanmates. undenounced to her, her final encounter with comfreypaw leaves the younger girl dead - and siltcloud unable to ignore the signs of pregnancy she's been showing. scared and afraid, she flees to twolegplace and halts her attacks, focusing only on the lives in her belly.

    when her kits are born, she promises herself to live only for them - to make up for her mistakes, so that starclan will not punish them in her stead. she does not feel remorse for her actions, but admits she had clearly gone wrong somewhere along the way - her actions had doomed her and lilacfurs children. pebblekit and chirpkit die not long after due to siltclouds poor state and the harsh leafbare weather, but marblekit and sycamorekit make it through their first moon. when hunger leaves siltcloud without any milk to offer, she makes a hard choice - instead of watching her kits wither away alongside her, she will bring them to shadowclan where they can have a better chance at life. lilacfur is a kind she-cat - she knows her former friend would not turn them away, even if they hadn't been of her own blood. the exchange goes well, btu she lingers to long upon the border - getting spotted by a patrol. taking caterpillarpaw as a fake hostage, she expects to bluff her way out of the situation, but instead finds herself murdered by the very paws she once trusted and trained. with some horrible mixture of pain and pride, she succumbs to her wounds near immediately - only to wake up in the place of no stars.
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  • ♢ birth — thread
    ♢ intro — thread
    ♢ throwing stones — thread
    ♢ trauma response — thread
    ♢ fire — thread
    ♢ thunderpath tunnels — thread
    ♢ seeking closure — thread
    ♢ landmark naming — thread
    ♢ failed hunt — thread
    ♢ first 'friend' — thread
    ♢ first catch — thread
    ♢ apprentice duties — thread
    ♢ people watching — thread
    ♢ kissing conversation — thread
    ♢ throwing sticks — thread
    ♢ comforting — thread
    ♢ contemplation — thread
    ♢ staring — thread
    ♢ sneaking around — thread
    ♢ witness to murder — thread
    ♢ girl who cried wolf — thread
    ♢ unspoken apologies — thread
    ♢ seizure p1 — thread
    ♢ fox attack & newcomer — thread
    ♢ loams coming out — thread
    ♢ loams first catch — thread
    ♢ warrior ceremony — thread
    ♢ questioning granitepelt — thread
    ♢ seizure p2 — thread
    ♢ twolegplace attacks p1 — thread
    ♢ bear attack & temporary camp — thread
    ♢ poppypaws death — thread
    ♢ breaking the news — thread
    ♢ twolegplace attacks p2 — thread
    ♢ twolegplace attacks p3 — thread
    ♢ twolegplace attacks p4 — thread
    ♢ confronted — thread
    ♢ loams warrior ceremony — thread
    ♢ rejected confessions — thread
    ♢ crossclan kin — thread
    ♢ becoming a mentor — thread
    ♢ becoming mates — thread
    ♢ loams death — thread
    ♢ near death experience — thread
    ♢ loner lands attacks p1 — thread
    ♢ loner lands attacks p2 — thread
    ♢ kitnapping p1 — thread
    ♢ kitnapping p2 — thread
    ♢ starclan dreams — thread
    ♢ a gift — thread
    ♢ affection — thread
    ♢ interrogation — thread
    ♢ exile — thread
    ♢ confronting granitepelt — thread
    ♢ swearing revenge — thread
    ♢ arrival at twolegplace — thread
    ♢ shadowclan attacks p1 — thread
    ♢ shadowclan attacks p2 — thread
    ♢ shadowclan attacks p3 — thread
    ♢ shadowclan attacks p4 — thread
    ♢ shadowclan attacks p5 — thread
    ♢ shadowclan attacks p6 — thread
    ♢ breakdown — thread
    ♢ kitting — thread
    ♢ teaching traditions — thread
    ♢ leaving twolegplace — thread
    ♢ arrival at horseplace — thread
    ♢ kitten handoff — thread
    ♢ getting caught — thread
    ♢ death & the place of no stars — thread
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' so sad, but it's no surprise ' ​
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PLAYLIST
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♫ ━ ghost by halsey
I'm off the deep end, sleeping all night through the weekend, saying that I love him but I know I'm gonna leave him
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♫ ━ control by halsey
I paced around for hours on empty, I jumped at the slightest of sounds, and I couldn't stand the person inside me, I turned all the mirrors around
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♫ ━ haunting by halsey
'cause I've done some things that I can't speak and I tried to wash you away, but you just won't leave
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♫ ━ strange love by halsey
everybody's waiting up to hear if I dare speak your name, or put it deep beneath the track, like the hole you left in me
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♫ ━ roman holiday by halsey
I imagine the tears in your eyes the very first night I'll sleep without you, and when it happens I'll be miles away
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♫ ━ young god by halsey
but do you feel like a young god? you know the two of us are just young gods
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♫ ━ hold me down by halsey
selfish, taking what I want and call it mine, I'm helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine
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♫ ━ drive by halsey
overanalyze again, would it really kill you if we kissed?
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♫ ━ i am not a woman i'm a god by halsey
maybe I could be a better human with a new name, oh, I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
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♫ ━ is there somewhere by halsey
'm sorry but I fell in love tonight I didn't mean to fall in love tonight, you're looking like you fell in love tonight, could we pretend that we're in love?
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♫ ━ sorry by halsey
and so it seems I broke your heart - my ignorance has struck again, I failed to see it from the start and tore you open 'til the end
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♫ ━ uh oh by neoni
fake nice, suit and tie, fancy dress, velvet lies - so obsessed with the pretty life
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♫ ━ villain by neoni
all the king's horses and all the king's men couldn't undo all the damage I did, you call me mad but I make perfect sense - if I can't be your hero, I'll be your villain
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♫ ━ mayhem by neoni
they paint me a villain, I'm back with a vengeance, like I'm a god I can't be defeated
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♫ ━ bodybag by neoni
you almost got away with it but the reaper snitched, now you got to admit to your crimes - your lies, so slick so sly
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♫ ━ funeral by neoni
I can still feel her haunting me, disappointed with who I turned out to be - up in my conscience it's making me nauseous, did I bury the best parts of me in that coffin?
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♫ ━ never love an anchor by the crane wives
I am selfish, I am broken, I am cruel - I am all the things they might have said to you,
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♫ ━ more than a friend by girli
she was my best friend when I had a boyfriend, but she was on my mind when I was in his bed
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♫ ━ flaws by bastille
all of your flaws and all of my flaws, are laid out one by one, look at the wonderful mess that we made, we pick ourselves undone
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♫ ━ bust your kneecaps by pomplamoose
you call it crime we call it smart family business, and the family is famous
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♫ ━ the wolf by phildel
the wishes I've made are too vicious to tell, the devil already he knows me so well
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♫ ━ killer queen by mad tsai
she's crowned the queen of hell, tears will sink into her skin, she's gonna get revenge - you're all gonna know her name
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♫ ━ born without a heart by faouzia
can you blame me? no I wasn't born like this - hurt people, hurt people. I'd rather be heartless than have my heart in pieces
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' squeaky clean, don't let them see - you wouldn't want to make a scene ' ​
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I'M THE MONSTER YOU INVENTED
HOW COULD YOU EVER FORGET ME NOW ?​
siltcloud ♕ 21 moons ♖ female ♘ she/her ♙ dark forest rogue ​
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M A Y H E M ━ F O L L O W S ━ M E ━ A R O U N D

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